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in the meantime:

🌬⛅️ 🫧 Just purging the archive of my notes from other worlds. This is where I lived for 3 years. Blissful serene darkness, ah snowy wonderland. No. It was my own personal hell, and I took these between episodes of gut-wrenching distress.✨✨✨ I post these now to cleanse myself of them. The night I took these I was cursing. “Do not forget.” “Don’t you dare leave and begin to romanticize this.” It was fucking pain, all the fucking time(bar the brief moments of love but after their BRIEF rise, even love was twisted around and clotted.) Just revisiting it now as I write this, my body begins to remember the betrayal, starts to want to fight or fly, hide and cry. I always felt like I was gonna die there. It’s weird to have gotten out. It hurts more that I’m still magnetized to return there, and I believe I will. The door is wide open and I even got out, and yet I still want to go back, as if I’m homesick for the pain. new moon there is no spoon Clouds n mountains n ice etc 💦❄️🌬🌊🫧🌥 🪷🪺🪨 🔮‘new world alchemy / conception’ 🔮Some of the last work I made in the Peg last month. For/from right now? For fun? From my series ‘fires in the meantime / Grounding Spell’, 2021-2022.(completed, for now.)

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